College

Everything had changed me.I looked at myself as a mature individual who decided she wanted to be someone and something.I had left behind everything and all i had now was me,myself and i.

I didnt expect much from this college and didnt bother to notice anything as i was here to study and thats all i wanted.I never bothered to find out anything about karan although i knew from his orkut profile that he had been committed like about 2 times since after we had happened.
day 2 of college -i was walking to the library while day dreaming about karan and
(bang)
zoya-oh i am sorry
person-its okie

i looked up to see karan..i decided i needed to ignore him and walked away.
karan- zoyaaa..hy wait..
i walked and went into the library
he came to the table and left a note.
note-I know u still like me..forgive me?

i thought this was the right time to give him hell and make him fall for me..but something somewhere told me this was just not right.I hated him to the core but i couldnt hurt him and infact i couldnt even bear to see him with anyone else.I decided i didn't want any more of karan it had been 3 yrs and he had not once bothered to call me or even talk to me.
I decided i was in the college to study and thats all i wanted.if i was lonely i had aahana and aashi and i didnt need a bunch of fake friends.

i knew karan was waiting for an answer but all i did was tore the note and threw it away.after that everyday i saw a red rose on my table.many a times i even felt some1 followed me home.but i just didn't bother..i had decided i wanted to prove myself.i wanted to be somebody.. and by somebody i didn't mean karans girlfriend ,yes i did love him,loved him even now but he didn't and then i had heard if someone cant accept you at you're worst they dont deserve you at you're best.