The downfall continues

After holding my horses for about 3 weeks finally it was result time again and this time i hoped luck would side with me.
I got up early this time and prayed i had got a good result.I then went online to check the result and i had done it again.... i hadnt got the college.
My life seemed to be like a book full of nightmares ,first karan , then board results ,then college results ,new place , no friends.. i hated my life and felt like a complete loser.
I could t share these things with my mom,cause i thought i was grown up enough to look after myself
and well dad?? i didnt know anything about him..and i never asked all i knew was he had abandoned us and i hated him for that.

I then applied to other colleges and luckily i got into one of them.. the college that was said to have the best crowd.The next step was to get my clothes and books ready.

I then counted all the money i had and apparently i had collected about 5000rs(with an xtra 1500 that i got for the books and a bag)
I made my list of things i needed to get -
2 pairs of denims,tops and parlour and the books,bag stationary..
The next few weeks went in getting everything ready.