Prologue

Well apparently in this i am both the author and Zoya.Zoya is basically the character around which this novel revolves.Zoya is a small town girl whose life always seems to be in the dumps.And she always seems to be looking for a miracle.Its also about the various people that come into her life and about how things seem to change for her and how she seems to accept and still not accept certain things.Zoya comes from a middle classed family and is the only child.Apparently Zoya hates her father as he  abandoned them and does not discuss him.

Chapter 1)
Mr singh- Zoya is an extra ordinary child , not only is she a beautiful child but has also been very popular in school with the amount of zest she possesses it is difficult to ignore her.Shes also the head girl and prefect of the school.Not only does she have brilliant computer skills but is also an excellent
debater,singer and an ideal student.zoya... zoyaaaaaa....wake up...up..up...up...

Zoya- good morning mom..

Mrs Mathur-Zoya baby i am getting late for office so i have to leave ,you better get ready and go to school i 'll see you in the evening.Bye

(Zoya wakes up from another dream about being miss popular, about being head girl and college prefect but in real life its just not the same.She then gets ready and leaves for school.On arriving in school she is greeted by her gang.
Gang-
Ronnie(rohit)-the nerd,obsessed with girls but not a playboy really
Tin(tina)-zoyas best friend
Piggy(pinkesh)-the guy who always stared at tin
Karan-Zoyas  best friend Cum Crush
Zoya and tin are busy chatting when line up bell rings)

Zoya-oh not again not pammi again
Tin-giggles
(at line up)
well Pammi apparently is my house mistress.Her actual names Parminder and no shes not the SRK movie's Parminder but is no better.
Pammi-Joyaaaaaa!!..
Zoya-(grr Its Zoya)yes maam..
Pammi-why is you're shirt so dirty?
Zoya-(because you didnt come to wash it)oh well maam actually...
Pammi-No joya.. no excuses...excuses...excuses i am the feds up with you...
i often wondered if she made a fool of herself deliberately or did she really not know how to speak in english.

line up is always boring and so is assembly and then class... well it was just 4 days to graduation ceremony.we apparently had 8 lectures,7 before lunch and 1 after it .we also carried an extra sports uniform as we had sports after classes and i apparently played football.
Somi maam(somya was her name) she taught us English and apparently hated me,she just looked for a reason to chuck me out of class and of course favored Ronnie because he was a good student  and tin and i were put to blame for everything.oh karan , hes so cute.. and all i was doing was staring at the back of his head and she chucked me outta class.
The rest of the day used to go quiet uneventful as no one really noticed me none of my teachers bothered although they were sweet souls but then i was like a mute channel or like a member of the back stage.

Finally computer lessons-apparently about an year ago i had a crush on my computer teacher,he got married and broke my heart well anyway this was one thing i was good at and so i was normally chirpy.Karan wasn't in my computer lesson as he had taken entrepreneurship as his option.
well matters like drugs,rock and roll ,hanging out with the boys,dating and stuff.. i really never ran my brains on them.

Karan hmmmm  well hes so cute i love the way he smiles and the amount of jokes he cracks oh i forgot no karan isn't really handsome, hes normal looking,not nerdy but hes funny and hez my best friend too and umm that's one sided again just like our love.well this is how my lunch normally used to go he used to sit diagonal to the table i used to sit on and although i could hardly see his face but i presumed he's there and i imagined him laughing.

umm i know u guys think i am pathetic and that its all an infatuation but nope it isn't...  or is it?

Tution KZ tutions- and i always read it as Karan Zoya tutions.whereas till yet i don't know what the full form was but i liked it that way.Enter Mr ram hes fat ,perpetually hungry,short and he normally wore yellow shirts with flower print so we called him candy .Well karan and I always sat together,unless he wanted to avoid me(which he normally did) . Well ronnie was a sweet soul he always helped me in this context.Well all throughout tution when karan was sitting with me we'd talk and yap and laugh our heads off.